Yes, there is a reason I have not posted anything on the blog for the past week.....even though I was dying to last Friday. Why?, becuase I am not at liberty to talk about it yet. I can say I am very very very sad that our adoption agency in Portland is closing their doors to international adoption. But before I start vomiting on my shoes...I am going to take a deep breath....talk to my dead grandmother....ask for her to help us...and I am confident that what could be a horrific probelm will bless itself into a very very very good thing. I think I will go and find a place to lay down my tired head. I go in PEACE.